Hello lovelies! We finally got some rock solid sleep over the past 2 days. Yikes. Things were rough but we are still kicking.
Catholic Social Services KNEW and DOCUMENTED the fact that the inherit RACISM in my adoptive family would become a problem as I am of mixed race – They wanted a child of color and they specifically asked for a troubled child. For a reason. We know what the reason(s) are – If I was a social worker, this would send up huge red flags but nope.
CSS KNEW it wasn’t going to turn out well and went through with the adoption anyways. They also made it a bit more difficult to get my entire adoption file. When it was first requested, all we received was a one page summary, hiding, 200 pages of literally, EVERYTHING that showed their complicity in our destruction.
That decision left my entire life destroyed and me being permanently, physically maimed from the moments of trauma in that adoptive home. They knew about it and sold me to those monsters for 600.00 (Which they didn’t pay for in full). That’s what my life was worth.